In a heart-wrenching episode of
Rubina Dilaik’s podcast, former actress
Sana Khan opened up about her emotional journey of leaving the entertainment industry and embracing spirituality. Sana, known for her stint on
Bigg Boss, broke down in tears as she reflected on the drastic shift in her life, expressing her inner turmoil and the guilt she still carries.
Sana recalled her transformation from a simple girl who wore salwar kameez to college to someone who was suddenly wearing glamorous, backless outfits on stage.
“Mujhe samajh nahi araha tha, ke main ek gharelu ladki, salwar kameez pehenke, tel lagakar college jane wali, when did I reach this shortcut and backless stage, I couldn’t understand,” she shared tearfully. Looking back, Sana admitted that this stark contrast in her life often makes her cry, as the guilt of her choices weighs heavily on her.
Rubina Dilaik, while consoling Sana, praised her for embracing her spiritual journey at a young age. Rubina mentioned how Sana’s decision has inspired many, including herself, saying, “Jo aapne apnaya hai at an early stage, main ab jaake apna rahi hu.”
Sana further opened up about the confusion and unhappiness she experienced despite her success. She revealed how even material possessions like a new car didn’t bring her lasting joy. The turning point in her life came when Sana realized that the path she was on didn’t align with her beliefs as a Muslim. Acknowledging the importance of her faith, she decided to walk away from the glamorous world and focus on her spiritual well-being. “There were a lot of things. Being born in a Muslim family, born as a Muslim, you know what is good and bad. Every Muslim knows what is Halaal and Haraam. I knew this is not correct what I am doing as per my religion. There’s always this excitement but stays for brief. I bought my car, but the moment I got it, the excitement got over. I kept questioning myself, why am I not happy? People are seeing I am happy on social media but I was not happy from inside.”
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For the unversed, in 2020, Sana Khan chose to quit the industry and serve humanity and follow the order of her Creator. She got married in November 2020 and embraced motherhood in July 2023. Sana was a part of Bigg Boss 6.